Fragments of the Mind

I have been studying the fascinating material of Ralph B. Allison, MD who wrote, “Minds In Many Pieces: Revealing The Spiritual Side of Multiple Personality Disorder,” and whose website is found here:

http://www.dissociation.com/

He makes a distinction between MPD and DID which was lumped together some years back in the DSM (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders) which I find most interesting.  There are so many articles to read at his website!

How MPD and DID form:

“MPD and DID are Two Different Post-Traumatic Disorders”

http://www.dissociation.com/2007/docReader.asp?url=/index/published/MPDIDPAP.TXT

Sudden Illness

This is going to sound nuts but at this point I really don’t care.  Yesterday, during the earlier part of the morning of Feb. 23, 2009, I developed severe diarrhea, body aches, weakness, nausea, chills and sweats, and a slightly elevated temperature.  I do not think it was flu because I am much better today.

The ONLY reason I mention this now is because today, the 24th, I found out that a friend who lives 1000 miles away had diarrhea yesterday as well.  Not only him, but his mom and dog had it, too.

Was there some sort of phenomena going on yesterday or was it just coincidental?

Planetary Stresses

This website points out the need to be aware that five planets are currently in alignment — the Earth, Moon, Mars, Mercury and Jupiter — if you are sensitive to energies and mood fluctuations.  I’d add a sixth body and that is Comet Lulin. 

The moon is nearing its new phase so we are in the dark of the moon.  Dark, dark, dark!

http://blog.moodalert.com/2009/02/22/21st-22nd-february-2009-extreme-moods-possible/#more-529

I Am Losing It

For all of last night and this morning the main thought running through my mind was, “I am losing it.”  My distress level was off the chart. 

I don’t watch much TV but I happened to see the beginning of a show on PBS at noon today; the thought, “I am losing it,” still going through my mind.  It was a study of a small group of people trying to lose weight and the methods they used.  The name of the show was none other than, “Losing It.”

I am reminded of Gerald Celente saying, “When people lose everything and they have nothing left to lose — they lose it.”  I’m not quite there yet but that thought is in the matrix these days.

Btw, listen to/read what Gerald Celente is saying about the state of things.  He is a self-proclaimed political atheist (good term!) and forecasts the trends he sees happening in the world.  He is on both mainstream and alternative news media.

Ear Splitting Tone

I have a bizarre story to tell.

I hear tones in either of my ears on occasion but it has been a while since that happened.  They usually occur at night, before or after I am in bed, and sound as though they are created using technology.  More rarely I have heard what I will call earthquake tones.  These are precursors to major earthquakes on the globe.  They have a unique quality and do not have a technical resonance. 

Last night while sitting at my PC a tone commenced in my right ear and it was of the technical variety.  I felt it was coming from a satellite passing over.  These tones only last a few moments.  Perhaps I can find out what times known satellites pass over this area.

Later, in bed, after I had just fallen asleep, a deafening sound erupted deep in my right ear.  It lasted for just a second and was so loud it scared the daylights out of me.  I broke out in a fear sweat and my heart was pounding.  I tend to be rather jumpy anyway.  I wondered if it had damaged my eardrum.

The sound was very familiar and try as I did, I could not identify it.  I knew I knew it!  Well, this morning as I began writing an email to someone about this it dawned on me what that sound was!  It was the sound AOL software makes when a link is saved in My Favorite Places!  Is that bizarre or what???  What does this mean?

I can only think it was meant to stop me from going wherever I was going when I fell asleep.  Or, whenever I hear this sound from now on I will be triggered in some way.  I don’t use AOL but someone else here does.

2-19-09  I thought of another possibility and that is the tone was meant to energetically knock me out of my body.

2-21-09  Yes!  Trusty website  www.spaceweather.com  has a link where you can type in your zip code and a list of the times of some satellite flybys over your area are posted.   There are hundreds of satellites so it is not a complete list. 

http://www.spaceweather.com/flybys/index.php?PHPSESSID=254davit6uqfrqj8qte70c2303