I have come to see more clearly how I automatically manipulate the energies I come in contact with around me so that they will stabilize. This is what I always seek; this need to stabilize situations comes from deep within. There is a terrible clash when I am around someone who always causes energies to become unstable. It is exhausting for me; trying and exhausting and I begin to burn out. This has been the story of my life and the stress of my life for the last twenty months.
