Thoughts Really Are Things

Have you noticed that if you leave your thoughts lying around other people might pick them up, thinking they are their own thoughts, and act upon them?  This is one of the freakiest things and it happens often around here.  Sometimes it is comical but sometimes it is not comical at all.  Trying to figure out who left the thought lying around in the first place can be hard to figure out at times.

Under the Beam

My area was being beamed heavily yesterday with technology for some reason as I could tell by what was appearing on my local radar plus the way I and others felt.  I was so exhausted, drained, stressed and feeling unable to cope I was ready to abandon ship.

Lovely Lavender

My buddy’s sister gave me a Lavender plant on Saturday and so I planted it right after she left.  She worked part-time for a nursery this summer and had access to all sorts of plants.

This is the species she brought:

http://www.mountainvalleygrowers.com/lavangustifoliamunstead.htm

It was very pot bound because she kept forgetting to bring it over here.  I do love the aroma of this plant and hope it does well where I planted it.  I added lots of my favorite cow dung compost to the soil.  We shall see what happens.

This is interesting to me because I began wearing a 27″ therapeutic gem stone necklace constructed of spherical Lavender gems about a week ago.  The stones are a beautiful hue.  These gemstones are supposed to bring balance to all aspects of a person over time by removing blockages on all levels.  Again, we shall see what happens. 

Manipulating Energy

I have come to see more clearly how I automatically manipulate the energies I come in contact with around me so that they will stabilize.  This is what I always seek; this need to stabilize situations comes from deep within.  There is a terrible clash when I am around someone who always causes energies to become unstable.  It is exhausting for me; trying and exhausting and I begin to burn out.  This has been the story of my life and the stress of my life for the last twenty months.

Terrorized by a Bumblebee

On Saturday, on a trip, a bumblebee hit the window frame of the truck I was in and fell inside.  I knew a large insect had hit the frame near me and was most likely inside the truck but I did not take the time to look.  I quickly forgot about it because we were talking or I was watching the scenery and caught up in my thoughts.  A few minutes later I felt good-sized insect legs starting to crawl on the back of my arm.

Well!  If you enjoy watching people freak you missed quite a show.  Lol!

I freaked.  I looked and saw this large bumblebee on the back of my arm and rapidly brushed it off thinking it would sting me.  I did not know where it was after that and lifted my body off the seat.  I was making these horrible sounds from raw terror.  My buddy had to yell at me to calm down and he quickly stopped the truck to come over to my side and find the bumblebee which was still alive and on the floor.

I was so surprised at my reaction because I like bumblebees and I also felt embarrassed at the strength of my reaction.  I started laughing and apologized.  When I told my buddy I like bumblebees he said, “I’d hate to see what happens if an insect you don’t like is on you.”  Lol!  He said it’s okay to panic but not like that!

That terror came from a deep place in my mind and was way overblown for the circumstance.  In a sense, it felt cathartic.  The poor bumblebee was just trying to recuperate from crashing into the window frame.

The Jitters

Goodness!  I am so hyper today!  I am flitting around doing things and cannot seem to sit still long.  There are many influences involved  — I’m too nervous to record them right now.  Lol!

Insect Battle

I was on a ladder snipping the spent flower clusters on the top branches of a butterfly bush last evening before dusk.  I waited until evening because most of the bees have departed for the night and I didn’t want to be stung if I could help it.  A lone hummingbird moth joined me for a while and then a bald-faced hornet.  I give bald-faced hornets a wide berth because they can be very unpredictable and really ornery.

The next thing I knew, I heard a loud buzzing and looked to see the hummingbird moth and the bald-faced hornet locked in battle on the ground.  I told you those bald-faced hornets can be ornery!  Then they parted.  The hornet went back to feeding on nectar and I did not see what happened to the moth.  Seeing a battle between these two insects was a first for me and was kind of a surprise.

Mood Swing Weather

Lol!  It is 55 degrees outside right now with rain and dreariness.  We are in yet another nor’easter; this one in August!  A few days ago it was over 90 degrees with oppressive humidity; the kind that makes one feel drained and lethargic.  The weather pendulum swings to and fro.  <~~>  Yesterday’s weather was sublime and I actually felt alive again.

Cherry Tomato Season

Perhaps I will turn into a vine-ripened, cherry garden tomato soon.  I have been popping them into my mouth like candy lately.  They are ripening in the garden in a steady stream and will split open if not picked in time.  Up until very recently I had not eaten a Frito corn chip in many years and for some reason I find them to be a good combo with cherry tomatoes.  Lol!  I don’t even like corn and avoid it but here I am crunching on Fritos and eating cherry tomatoes.

The mail lady just informed me that the tomatoes I left in the mail box several days ago for her were very good and sweet.  I only see her when she comes to the house to deliver mail which doesn’t fit in the box and today she did.  That’s good to know.

Fatal Crash

In this dream of a few nights ago, my buddy’s mom intentionally caused the car we were in, and she was driving, to crash, killing us both.  (Lol!)  I knew what it felt like to leave a physical body and the sense of release involved so I was watching the colors of my soul and aura as it exited my body.  I was anticipating the sense of freedom I knew I would feel when I awakened at that point.